Says the one-time injurious person and persecutor of the church, ‘And I thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who hath enabled me, for that he counted me faithful.’ What does the apostle mean by he counted me faithful? It does, on the surface, seem to suggest that the apostle Paul was put into the ministry because he could be trusted.
It is the same with us. There is not a single born again believer who could not be faithful, because it is not by your strength that you are faithful or trustworthy; the Lord enables you. Therefore if you pray for the help of the Lord, and you commit yourself to him, and you want his help and his strength, he will strengthen you for the task that he has given you. If we are faithless, inconsistent, disloyal to the Lord, there must be a reason for it. There must be a reason why we are missing out on the strength and the help that he gives. We have to ask ourselves, am I a worldly Christian? Do I have divided loyalties? Do I not commit myself to the Lord and ask for his strength? Is it because I am a half and half believer? Because if we pray to him and ask him for strength and tenacity, we would have tenacity like the apostle. Or is it perhaps that we are self-confident? I think, ‘Oh, I can cope. I can bound out of the house at eight o'clock in the morning and manage pretty well. I can feel the pressures that come my way and I can handle myself and I don't particularly feel the need to be always cast upon the Lord, looking to him, mistrusting myself, praying for his help and his strength. I only pray when I have a great need. Not surprisingly you will become a faithless and an untrustworthy believer. Christ enables, and then we can be counted faithful, and then we can be put into service
Is there somebody who is impatient to have a very important and significant responsibility in the church of Jesus Christ? Even the apostle, though appointed from the hour of his conversion, had to wait some considerable time before the function of full apostleship fell to him. He was converted near Damascus, and then he seems to have stayed in Damascus for some three years. And he ministered there, and he preached there, so much so that he had to escape from Damascus. Then he went to Jerusalem, where he seems to have taken up the kind of preaching of Stephen, and with this clear-cut preaching the apostle Paul seems to have lasted in that preaching ministry in Jerusalem no longer than two weeks. Because his life was in peril and there was great danger coming, the believers in Jerusalem escorted him safely off to Tarsus. He was there in Tarsus for at least nine years. It's difficult to know whether it was between nine and almost twelve years, or possibly even fourteen years, some would say that he was in Tarsus. We know nothing whatever about his ministry in Tarsus. We don't pick up the history of Paul again until he is sent for by Barnabas, who was sent to Antioch from Jerusalem to teach the growing congregation. He couldn't cope, and so he sent to Tarsus for Saul, Paul, and he brought him. Then the Holy Spirit spoke through the leaders of the church at Antioch and set aside Barnabas and Saul for the work: ‘Separate me, Barnabas and Saul’, and Barnabas is named first. And the two missionaries are sent out from the church at Antioch, Barnabas seemingly the senior figure, and Saul, who we call Paul, as his assistant or his deputy. Out they go, and they haven't gone far before the signs and the wonders through Paul, and his more significant ministry changed the order, and Luke soon begins talking about Paul and Barnabas. For fourteen years he was a servant, serving with the word of God, and then the apostolic functions begin to shine through and begin to reveal themselves. That is why in theological training we are very keen that those being trained should come across as humble men, not as people who see themselves as special, not as people who only want to preach and to speak and will not dirty their hands. We want to see the traits of Paul in all the workers of the Lord, those who are humble and dedicated and willing to do whatever the Lord calls them to do and strengthen themselves and train themselves to that end.