Here is the frustration of a man who wants happiness from here and now. Bitterness so often comes with the inability to derive satisfaction from earthly pleasures when they are sought without God.
If we start to become sickened with life, this may be the first signs that God is beginning to work in our lives and to wake us up. That deep disillusionment with this world and its pleasures may mean that we are beginning to see through its deception and our soul is rebelling against a diet of meaninglessness. It is protesting that it needs more than the worldling’s fading pleasure. If this begins to happen to us, we must pray fervently for God to show us what has true value. The worst thing that we can do is to persist in our rebellious pathway and plunge back into the world in an attempt to drown out our misgivings.