For several hours the Lord Jesus Christ hung upon that cross, and what happened from the sixth to the ninth hour? The sun was darkened. She refused to give her light.
If you or I died tonight in an unsaved state, not knowing the Lord, having no relationship to him, God would take from us everything which belonged to him. If we have any streaks of goodness, if we have anything in us or anything about us which is characterized by decency, or love and kindness, all these things are God's. Apart from these remnants which he leaves in us, our hearts are full of darkness and wretchedness, and defiled tastes. We have told him all our lives that we don't want him, and we don't want any reminder of him. In that last day he will take away from us everything which doesn't belong to us, and we must be consigned through all eternity to a pit of despair and remorse and agony.
The only way to truly be converted to God is to see the Saviour, to realize who he is, to see what he did and the great cost of salvation, to sense his amazing love for you. He did it because he could see you and because he loved you and wanted to bless you. Go to him with all your pride, in rags and tatters, and just say to him, ‘O Lord, will you remember me? Will you have me? Will you pardon me? Will you receive me? Will you change me and bless me and make me a Christian?’ Pray to him in humility and in total dependence on what he has done. Go by way of Jesus Christ, the Saviour. Go through him. Go to him. He doesn't mind if you don't know how to pray. He doesn't mind if you get it all wrong. The dying thief got it all wrong. He didn't say, ‘Lord, I repent.’ He didn't say, ‘Lord, I yield up my life.’ He didn't say, ‘Lord, let me into heaven.’ He just said, ‘Lord, remember me’, but he meant it. To him, it was repentance. To him, it was a plea. Pray in that way. Go just as a lost sinner. And just as he received in the eleventh hour that dying thief, he will hear your prayer, if you mean it with all your heart, and he will convert your soul.