The Lord Jesus Christ turns to the woman and begins to speak to Simon and he challenges Simon, and he says, ‘Simon do you see this woman? Do you really see her? What do you know about her?’ And the Lord Jesus Christ begins to describe how she behaves towards him, and how Simon behaves towards him. What an interesting picture it is! Simon looked at himself and he thought he was fine.
It calls to mind the situation that arises when you get some poor soul who cannot eat properly. Think of somebody who nobody would sit near at the same table; their eating is revolting. It just turns your stomach over to be anywhere near them, and everybody thinks the same no matter what their background. Nobody could bear sitting near this man, because of the noise and the mess. That is what it is like if somebody really is bad in this respect. But the man himself is sublimely unaware of it. What everybody else could pick up in moments, he didn't know about himself. There are certain habits you can have and certain things you can do – one could go to the still more appalling illustration of body odour – and the terrible thing about it is that the poor sufferer is usually completely unconscious of the effect that he or she is having on others. That was like Simon: so proud of himself so pleased with himself, such a fine fellow. And the person the Lord Jesus Christ saw when he looked at him was quite, quite different from the person that Simon the Pharisee saw.
What does the Lord see in us as he looks upon you and me? Does he see somebody who is just completely an unreal person, with no idea what they really look like in the sight of God? Absolutely blind to themselves? When the Lord Jesus looks at you, does he sees selfish thoughts, a person always thinking about yourself, and full of your proud dreams? Says Jeremiah, ‘The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it? I the LORD search the heart’ (Jeremiah 17:9-10). What does the Lord see when he looks upon you? Have you ever thought of that? The pride and the sin and the selfishness and all the other things! Does he look upon you and see a very fickle person, a person who is enthusiastic for vain worldly things, full of lies and excuses, and greed, with no awareness of the offensiveness of your sin to God? That is what he saw when he looked upon Simon.
When Christ looks down upon us what will he see? Pride, selfishness, no awareness of our sin, lies, deceit, everything else that we don't face up to in the heart? Or will he see as with that woman a great self-awareness and a longing for forgiveness and for pardon.