As they sit and eat the passover, the shocking news comes. Mark covers it very briefly; Luke says more: ‘But, behold, the hand of him that betrayeth me is with me on the table.
It is good for us all to ask ourselves, ‘Will I be unfaithful to him? Will I be silent at times of great opportunity and never utter words of witness? Will I perhaps by wickedness and foolishness fall into immorality? Will I become worldly and discredit the Gospel? Will I be an ignorant believer, never studying, never listening, never deepening, never developing? Will I be swallowed up in pride? Will I be the gossip who hurts and spoils a church? Will it be me?’ We admire those disciples. When they heard, ‘One of you shall betray me’ – and yes, one of them would – the other eleven were ready to say, ‘I know my weaknesses, I hope it won’t be me. Perhaps he means we are going to be tortured. Will I be the one to give way?’ That is what our attitude should be: to call upon the Lord to give us strength and deliver us and keep us faithful and close to himself, and to strive for that. It would have been a sad day, if the eleven had said, as Peter ultimately did say, ‘It would never be me! I am strong. I am spiritual. It would never be me!’ We must never have that attitude, because when we are not dependent upon him and examining our hearts and praying for help, that is exactly when we fall.