Then comes the second crowing of the cock and Peter remembers Christ’s words and his heart is pierced and he is crushed with an unbearable sense of shame. Luke adds this record: ‘And the Lord turned, and looked upon Peter’ (Luke 22:61).
It reminds us of Thomas Bilney, the English Reformer. He found the Lord reading the Scripture. There he was, a hardened Roman Catholic, a young clergyman but by reading the Bible for himself, he found the necessity of the atonement, justification by grace and gave his life to Christ. He was the one who influenced and brought Hugh Latimer to conversion. When he was 28, he was dragged out of a pulpit in Ipswich, taken down to London, put into the Tower of London and prepared for trial and execution, and the young clergyman buckled. He recanted; he denied the Lord. But after he had done it, he had to spend another year in the Tower and his heart was torn in two, and just two years after that, he said, ‘I must put the clock back. I cannot deny him.’ He was shut out of the pulpit, but he went out into the fields and he preached Christ with such vigour and such clarity, and of course they arrested him again and he was burned. In 1531 he suffered death by burning at the stake. His whole attitude was: ‘I have denied the Lord, I must go right back to preaching Christ. The only way I can make amends is to be taken again and be burned at the stake.’
Do you remember how Christ dealt with Peter? After the resurrection, one of the appearances of the risen Lord, the great catch of fish? That sermon by the fireside, that address to Peter by the risen Lord? And he put his finger on the greatest failing of all. ‘Peter ,’– as it has turned out, now looking at what has happened – ‘can you really say, Peter, that you love me more than these others, as you said you would?’ And then Peter says, ‘Yes, I do love you, Lord.’ And the Lord goes on to say a second time, ‘Lovest thou me?’ And Peter was shaken, and he insisted that he did. And just as there were three denials, so there were three challenges, and the third come surely, ‘Lovest thou me?’ That was the biggest thing, the failing of his love for the Lord. Don't let your love for the Lord flag. Fire it up every day. Think of the kindness of Christ towards you; think of his love set upon you; love him in return; dedicate yourself to him; put him first; yield to him; obey him. And then, you will not fall. You will not fall. You will not discredit the gospel. You will not discredit him, and you will remain in his hands and under his care.