John’s Gospel tells us that Jesus left the city bearing his cross. He was led, probably with his hands bound, with a rope a rope round his neck– the experts tell us how it was so often done – led as a lamb to the slaughter, as Isaiah prophesied in that 53rd chapter.
If you have come to Jesus Christ, this was no doubt your experience. One moment you were going in the opposite direction, with no intention of being involved. If you had moved in Christian circles, or had grown up in a Christian family, you may well have been a rebel. Or, perhaps you were a total outsider when you were first affected by the message of Christ. Suddenly you were compelled to listen to something you wouldn’t normally receive. The Holy Spirit moved and you felt your need and this message strikes you with a power and a force you have never had before. You reflect Simon – compelled in a different way by a Roman centurion to get under that cross. And of course it meant that he followed Christ. Rather literally, very close behind, hurrying the pace, doing as he was told. When we are first moved and our hearts are opened, we have got to hear about him. Whereas we wouldn’t have listened to a sermon, or read a Christian book, now we will, we are seeking, we are beginning to follow Christ. Simon heard the taunts that were hurled, and he asked, ‘Did this man claim to be the Son of God? Did he save and heal many people? Was he thought to be the expected Messiah, the deliverer?’ And he was learning, even as he carried that heavy cross. Then he heard the women weeping and Jesus Christ saying to them with great calm and compassion, ‘Weep not for me. Weep for yourselves,’ warning them for their souls. Then Christ was crucified, and Simon heard further taunts and he saw the bearing of the Son of God and his character, his whole department and, even in his suffering, he could see his love. He was doing this for others and this gave him all the gospel he needed to understand, the message of Christ. He heard the seven great statements from the cross, and they moved him to the core. Either there and then he became a disciple, a believer in Christ, or possibly as late as the day of Pentecost and Peter’s great sermon. But the steps of his experience reflect the experience of all of us.