(Synoptics: Matthew 27:3-10)There is a conscience even in a Judas that awakens at last. It awakens to accuse, but it does not lead to true repentance.
Those who wage war against their own consciences find themselves dealing with an adversary whose strength is difficult to gauge. At times it seems easy to suppress it, to push its warnings aside, and proceed down the path of sin. Conscience seems to give way quite readily to this treatment and to put up little resistance. But then, after we have sinned, it makes a counteroffensive against us and shows surprising resilience and strength. It comes back with overwhelming force and we hear the death sentence within, and we cannot argue against it, for we know it is true. When conscience speaks it is the voice of reality which disperses the mists of falsehood we have created around ourselves.