These words, we must remember, were spoken in the presence of the scribes and Pharisees, who were on the edge of the great crowd and listening in. The scribes and Pharisees are not to be admitted into the kingdom of heaven.
Where will I get righteousness from? I cannot produce it for myself. The scribes have failed to produce it. I will only get it by drawing it from Christ, by believing in him so I can be just before God. I hide under Christ’s wing, as though I had deserved heaven, and his righteousness is imputed to me. At the same time he plants real integrity in my heart, an integrity that hates all that is false and done only for show. I think of deep, deep nature of law of God.
There were whole areas of their lives the scribes did not look at, did not want to look at. Righteousness does not say, ‘I will vaguely repent every day, but tolerate large areas of my life which are not brought before God.’ It is possible that all of us have some areas we leave out of our self-examination. Repentance keeps us close to God. What is central to the Jews in Exodus? Sacrifice, the mercy seat. Sin must be dealt with in order to come close to God. The experience of closeness to God means repentance often. Repentance keeps you appreciative also. It keeps the heart soft and tender towards God. It keeps us close to one another. I repent and know I deserve nothing from the Lord, so how can I now disdain a brother in a censorious way? It gives me new tolerance and sympathy for others. It keeps us humble. There is a very simple route to humility – repent often. It restrains us also. I cannot be wayward when I repent often. When we do develop great sins, our repentance has become general only.
Do we repent in the right way? Let us be clear that to believe in God is not the same thing as repenting. The devil tempts us to think that because I believe certain things, it means I am right with God. Herod believed; he feared and protected John, but it never changed his life. Many of the chief rulers believed in Christ but never confessed him, never repented and came to him (John 12). It may be the same with those who are converted. Repentance may have lapsed to a very superficial state. We are apt to be superficial. There is always a tendency for us to come in general terms. Are our prayers of repentance always the same? We need to examine ourselves more closely before the Lord.