Not every prayer for deliverance asks that we should be exposed to the worst of temptation and delivered under it. Why not? Can’t God uphold us under the full force of the enemy? Yes, he can, but just as the Lord Jesus Christ teaches us to pray, ‘Lead us not into temptation’, so we may ask to avoid situations which test us to the limit.
At the time of seeking the Lord, when the Spirit is at work within us and we desire to return to him on his terms and with integrity in our hearts, God gives us a realism in our minds that can evaluate all things properly and in proportion. We know what has value and what does not have value, and we know what to set aside and what to cling on to. At the same time, we come trembling because we sense our own instability. We do not trust what we will do tomorrow and so we cry out to God in the present moment to preserve us against our own future foolishness. That sense of vulnerability and need for God to make our paths straight is very good sign. We pray that the wisdom we have been given to see things this way may not pass away but remain with us. If we come to God in this way, he will hear us and pardon us no matter how much trouble past sin has got us into.