‘For I am not ashamed.’ What a word! It derives from Greek, which means ‘I am not ashamed of my disfigurement’.
It is sad today, but some Christians are ashamed of the gospel and so are churches even. They say, ‘We can't just preach the gospel, we have got to have bands and music and entertainment, and ministers have got to be comedians and tell jokes and lighten it all up and make it ‘accessible’ – that is the great word – because, although they mean well, and they say, we want to draw people, really it conceals a lack of trust in the power of the gospel. Up until the previous century the Christian church has never needed all that. Through awakenings, reformations, revivals, it has never needed all the gimmicks and all the worldliness.
Now there are always some who don't like the word ‘saved’, because they don't want to admit there's anything wrong with them. This was true of me when I was a youngster. If somebody said to me, ‘You're a desperate sinner, and you're lost eternally and under condemnation, because of your sin’, I would have said, ‘It isn't true.’ I would say I had some faults, but in my conceit I reckoned that I was better than a lot of people. Is that you too? I don't want to be made to grovel and repent. The world for the last 40 years has been saying that the engine you need within you is the engine of self-esteem. You have got to think well of yourself and then you will be well, so it is claimed, psychologically and even physically. That nonsense is fizzling out now, and fast, and a good thing too. ‘I've got to think well of myself’? I don't need any encouragement to do that! Every single heart is proud, but there may be some here who don't like the talk of being saved. I remember a lady saying of a particular preacher, ‘I won't go and hear that man again, he makes you feel a sinner. Well that's good, but she didn't like it and she didn't want it.’ God brings us down before he lifts us up. He shows us our need before he forgives and changes us. It is the power of God unto salvation, saved from condemnation, saved from the dominion of sin, because without God, sin will always get the better of us as we go down life's journey. Are we proud now? We will be even more proud as life goes on. Are we deceitful now? We will be even bigger liars as life goes on.
Rome was about earthly glory which will not last; the gospel is about heaven glory which cannot fade away. Rome is all about time; the gospel is about eternity. Rome is about physical power only; the gospel is about spiritual power and life in the soul. Rome is about military conquest; the gospel is about the conquest of love, how Christ came, how God loves, how there is a redemption for sinners. And God comes to his most distant enemies, and brings them in by love, by atonement, by suffering and death on the part of Christ, not by conquest of arms. Rome is about earthly riches and fine buildings, and the gospel is about a different type of edifice – the building up of knowledge, spiritual knowledge, knowledge of God, influence with God by the privilege of prayer. This gospel is far greater than anything that Rome has. Rome is about – on certain days, three or four times a year – crowding out into the streets in order to get a distant glimpse of Caesar in his glory. The vast majority of people will not get very close; they cannot touch him, and yet this is what is supposed to satisfy them. But the Gospel is about close communion with the King of kings and Lord of lords. Because Paul had such a high estimate of the gospel, and saw it in all its wonder and amazement, he could not stop preaching it. He would tolerate any kind of hardship and persecution in order to stand for such a gospel. If only we could think like that when we feel cowed and outnumbered there in our place of business or study, and everybody is interested in what to them are far greater things. You have the greatest message. You have access to the most amazing things. If you have a high estimate of them, surely it would help you to be bolder, to be more courageous.